I don't like to ring my own bell but *ding ding ding* if I have a talent it is THIS:
I am ever so good at dropping the ball.
I have perfected the gift of waving my little white flag of surrender!
Lets face it, parenthood and marriage takes energy. Energy that I just don't seem to wake up with on MOST DAYS! And it is so easy...ridiculously and pathetically...easy for me to forgo all plans of productivity and simply do the BARE minimum I need to get through the day (getting ready not included.)
Those plans I had to work out...gone!
Will power to eat healthy? Pfff what's that?!
Will power to eat healthy? Pfff what's that?!
Laundry that needs folding? I'm so good at pretending it's not there! That's why we have two couches right?
Jeans? No way! I'm not going anywhere today, but if I have too lets make it Walmart so I don't have to change.
Plans to take boys to the park? Why?! That's why we pay to have a backyard!
People it is that bad! It is so embarrassingly that bad!
Because lets face, ever since my hormones went wacko two years ago, three quarters of the month I am exhausted. It's getting better on the days I feel great but the days I'm not its not. I have always been really good at maintaining a positive attitude despite those crazy hormonal fluctuations but it's getting harder. I just keep telling my husband if we got pregnant this would all go away! He knows better though :)
But the other day I had a wake up call. And by wake up call, I mean I read something that forced me to acknowledge what I had been purposefully ignoring all this time:
"You can't get much done in life if you only work on the days you feel good."
CRAP! Curse you Pinterest and all your wisdom:
Just kidding:
This really hit a chord with me. Am I really only going to put my best foot forward ten days out of the month?
So the next day, despite dealing with the cold my son was so kind to share and being exhausted because of stupid hormones I got up, worked out, got ready for the day, had a great preschool lesson with my son, folded laundry, cleaned house, played with my kids... basically what I could picture as the perfect normal day at home was achieved! It felt incredible! I felt incredible...tired but incredible.
The next day I may have regressed some but a lot of that had to do with how hard I pushed it in that work out. Incredible sure feels like soreness and tight muscles the next day :) But I didn't completely relapse either! I still folded more laundry, got dressed in actual jeans and still had a pretty great day.
Here's hoping I can keep this up! I've written that quote on my fridge so it is glaring at me most of the day. No excuses! Also no delusions of grandeur. I'm not trying to be super mom. Not even close. But I am trying to be a little bit better! Here's to working on the days I don't feel good!
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